I've thought a bit about it and thanks to someone which I met via Net yeasterday who don't know that help me, I decided to quit watch anime, not forever. I'll be watching few episodes sometimes, because I don't watch TV, it can be some kind of entertainment Honestly I love anime, but in this world are other things which I love more and I want to put my time to do it. Other thing is that I think I waste my time and normal life for anime, like I said for fun it is good but not watching many as I did recently (20 ep in week or more).. I want to go with my dreams, I've recently are really ambitious I want to start learning foreigner language, draw more and listen to many various musci from Asia. In opinion sometimes in life we should resigne for one thing to achive more and other precious stuffs
Sorry for being inactive -.- but I've recently have many thoughts about my life. You know life is like big puzzle, I had to put all pieces of my life's puzzle separate and looking at it close, thinking about my life what I do is right or not. I've thought that I should dream or not?? or my dreams are good. It is hard T_T I feel like I have big hole in my heart and it still bleeding like come back from war.. But I think that if I have this big hole in my heart and I don't know what exacly it meaning I think I can leave with it now .... Painfull but, If you feel pain you know that you alive, right? That's how I think ^^ Now I fell good, I watched nature, thought a lot and made decisions which maybe change my future lol XD That's why I can't post anything.. other reason I've started to sketching a lot , I want to impove my skills, my arts suck and I think that I can do it better, and better.
Holiday from end of April and I still can't get accustomed to it.. how many free time I have I still sketching but I think it is still too less I should learn more..
Do you know good site with diffrent poses man or female becasue I want to study anatomy please put some links... I have problem with browser and I can't find anything good looking like real body XD